If It's To Be - It's Up To Me

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phew ......... I made and posted a vid to youtube ... and youtube made it as difficult as it could for me to log in - hour and half of messing about culminating in my account being deleted and setting up a new one ....

it's nothing to do with IM and the tags I used are so over populated that no one will find it but I did stick my url in a jpeg at the end just in case .... have to revamp it and find a more useful category for it but for now I'm pleased to made it ...

Oh Blog,
I dunno if I can survive this ..... every nerve is stripped bare and scratched raw with anxiety .... it's all so torturously slow .... everything is an uphill struggle with a chain and iron ball on each ankle ..... and the overall picture of what needs doing looms up like a writhing snaking hydra challenging and taunting .... please dont tell me it's my age, that would be cruel .... tell me I'm not alone and that it gets easier the more I do ..... because I am doing .... so far ...

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Y I P P E E E . . . . I got my own Alexa Ranking ..... recognition at last .... 16,455,632 .....
pretty good eh ....

hahahahah I love it ....

as the song says ... the only way is UP, baybeeee ....

watch this space eh ......

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Good Morning Blog.

What a weekend. How come I seem to be doing lots and yet there is nothing to see. I joke really because it is all preparation. Perhaps it's a bit like decorating. Lots of doing and then suddenly the final coat of paint is going on or some moody wallpaper is going up.

Anyway I was brave. I fired two emails off to the owners of products that would marry up nicely with my own. It was quite scarey. But I've been scared many times ...

Yes Blog, it's here ... that moment in the year when my body feels the chill. 03:28 to be precise. That first moment in the year when the sun abandons us. It's here. I'll let you know when the sock wearing day arrives. From the way this past year has raced by that too will be with us before we realise. OK, that's ya lot. Hot chocolate, with a smidgin of brandy is called for.